The shit hath hitith the fan... ith.

OK, not really I was just watching The Simpsons and Sideshow Bob was trying to kill Brat (as you all should well know) when Bob and Lisa got into it about one of the quotes from Shakespeare's play Hamlet, which in turn made me think of The Taming of the Shrew and of course what female alive today can think of that play without thinking of that movie? No female alive that's who! Now what line stands out most in that movie? Well...a bunch I'm sure like "I want you, I need you, Oh baby Oh baby." (shot out to Tori O!) or "But most of all I hate the way I don't hate you, not even a little, not even at all." (Which, at this moment that quote is closest to my heart) ANYWAYS though, for many reasons I have ALWAYS loved this line. It's just...Dorky and funny and it makes me giggle. So deal with it. Yeah, that's right I said just DEAL with it.

So, right now I should be doing other things like taking a shower and then packing up our airbed to take back to Wal*Mart to exchange, then going to see if we have any mail, then doing my hair and waiting for Tommy and Makayla to pick me up so we can leave. However I have so much on my mind right now that I can't even put most into words I fear that if I take a shower I'll have to think about it all because there will be nothing else to keep my mind on, at the same time though by typing it out I'm thinking about it and that's no good because I'm also listening to music that doesn't help with how I'm feeling as well. Gah, things are so up in the air right now I just want to scream. I need a job. I NEED a job, I need something to help keep my mind busy so I can stop thinking of everything that happened and try to get over it. However the second I'm alone it hits me, and I HATE it. I hate feeling helpless like I have been. I really should go take a shower though, and I need to see if our mail has come yet. *sigh* That's all for now I guess...Wow this was a random ass post.